i can't have history repeat itself.IM SCARED.and vulnerable.
what if it happens again?I'll do anything i can to stop it. block it out.and dont think about it at all.
i told gen, im gg to write a book on defence mechanism when it comes to relationships
i'm such an expert, its pathetic. in fact, sometimes i think i'm just cold.
what i would do for that warmth back again. when i start to put the shield down, something happens to jerk my hand up again. to protect myself. why let the shield down when you know the chances of getting speared is so high? i just wish i was brave enough y'know?

sigh.
im not pretty or intelligent or worth anything so like. maybe i should write a 2nd book.'how to drown in your insecurities: an expert's tips' quite funny ain't it.
i think its just pathetic.

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MAO JESS COURT LIZZI CELLY JIA seven eight nine ten



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