This is Me
Marrissa.MARS
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VJC 11'
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✏ title : All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending.
Posted on : Thursday, October 7, 2010 @ 8:54 AM
THANK YOU SO DAMN MUCH A12.
WOW I RLY LOVE YOU GUYS
TO INFINITY AND BEYOND.
had dinner with the class and miss phua after a day spent with CT:)
it was a good day haha with stupid yao lum kenny meng shereen etc making me laugh my head off.
then i met the class and gosh, it was great.
i'll always remember it, that moment where we were all sitting and talking about nonsense, and i'll always remember it when people ask me about my jc life.You guys make it great.SRZLY.
okay then after dinner at siam kitchen, we went to koi and then miss phua, mei yin, miaowen, yunita and mel left.
we all sat down, in the middle of the playground and talked.and talked.and talked.
we just had the best heart to heart ever.
really, i can trust you guys with anything.
you know, i reallly miss IJ,and i always will.but being with you guys today, made me realise that missing IJ doesn't make me feel sad, it actually makes me feel happy cause i've been so blessed to have different phases of my life being enhanced by such wonderful people.People who don't judge, people, people who take the time and people who care. Thats the most important thing in the world.
so thanks guys and OMG i came home at 11.30.LOL hopefully the parentals dont give me an earful tmr haha but it'll be worth it.
LOVE YOU GUYS<333333333
you know how you said that I'm fierce sometimes?about that issue?
well, i thought a lot about it.and at first, i thought to myself, hey, maybe i'm being too rash and i'm being too hard on her.Then i realised.
you know what?I'm not.I'm just so protective over my friends.I hate it when they're hurt, and when they're betrayed.it tears me up inside. You know your downward spiral? do you realise that im just a step behind you?that's how much it affects me.It pulls me down too. So i think i have a right. I have a right to be angry at what she did. because the person to bear the consequences is not only you, it's me too. How do you think I feel when you cry and cry and I can do absolutely nothing?Well it sucks. My friends and family mean the world to me, so when things like these happen, you can't expect me to sit back and watch you fall.and you can't expect me to. because that's not the person that i am. There's a fine line between right and wrong.just as there is one in friendship. so when someone crosses the line, it's only natural for me to react that way.
so through this whole period, i'm going to do what i think is right and if you agree then okay, but if not, don't say i didn't look out for you.because i did and i always will.
because all in all, i think i'm a pretty good friend and i hope to continue being one.
xoxo,
mars