but all i feel is confusion - about my future, about my feelings, about who to trust... just everything.

voiced my worries to chrissy just now and it seems like we're both in this transitional phase.

i almost can't wait to go to uni just for the sake of knowing where i'll end up.

but i need to enjoy this uncertainty. most of all im grateful for the chance to be whoever the hell i want to be and do whatever i want to. so for now, the game plan is to let it all go and go with the flow. for a control freak like me, this is no easy task - but i'll try my damnest best because all these thoughts circulating in my head is only giving me a headache.

I have no idea what's in store for me so let's just enjoy shopping shall we?