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✏ title : elevators, buttons and morning air.
Posted on : Thursday, April 19, 2012 @ 8:03 AM
i can't help it. i'm so jealous rn. sigh. it just sucks yknow? walking to work in the morning and seeing couples send each other off, having your friends tell you about their anniversaries, seeing people get together on fb etc., and know that I have never had that nor does it seem like i will in the future.
this is just an outburst though. Tomorrow, i'll go back to being my merry retarded single self and be contented. but excuse me for being a teenage girl. though i believe i've a certain level of intelligence and maturity to not care as much as most do, it still pains me when i enter into these dark recesses of my mind.
how nice it would be. to rush off from work to meet that special someone for dinner. to crack my brain deciding what to wear to look especially nice. to walk around confidently because i know that someone loves me, and i don't give a crap about anyone else. to share my joys and sorrows with someone who would do anything for me.
He doesn't have to be perfect, but I just want to have someone whose imperfections I will love.
Good things come to those who wait. Good things come to those who wait.
'the jury's out, but my choice is you'