because yesterday, i went to sleep smiling with a happy heart - so thank you for that, it's a wonderful feeling :-) 

it isn't perfect, in fact, from the outside, from someone who may not trust me or know me all that well, i could appear to be not thinking straight. 

but i'm willing to take the steps to start letting my walls down if this goes the way it seems to be heading.

I'm not one of those girls. I think entirely way too much about the practicality of a relationship, the future and sometimes even the way i feel isn't enough. Now I'm letting myself become one of some girls - the girls who think that way yet let courage lead them. Slowly, but surely. 

so don't leave me broken hearted tonight.