As for my parents. My wonderful, perfect, loving parents. I told Vic, Kitty, Hakim and Andrew this - 'I would rather have nothing but have my parents, than everything but not have them'. And it's true. I once told Aunty Julie that God gives His toughest battles to His strongest soldiers. Perhaps these trials in life are given to me because He knows that I CAN handle this, that I will emerge a victor of some sort. In that case, I'd rather this happen to me than to someone who has no one to remind them that they are capable of anything. My relationship with my parents is really indescribable. Happiness for me is hanging out with them, even just having tea at toastbox or sitting in the living room talking. That's what it is. I mean I even tell them when I am MILDLY attracted to a guy. MILDLY. What kind of child does that lol. well a child who has parents like mine. Parents who hold you as you cry, yes my military father held me as my tears wet his shirt, and then once you cool down, drag you out for dinner and talk sense into you in the car. About why you didn't get what you wanted, how this could actually be a good thing, put things into perspective and tell you that you are capable of so much more than you can imagine, and that they will always help you to achieve that. After shopping + dinner, they let me sleep in their room and that always works because their presence provides me with an incredible amount of comfort and love. When bad/sad things happen, I must always always remember to thank God for my parents. This relationship is so rare and beautiful, I wouldn't have it any other way. I love you beyond belief mum and dad - the both of you are my world. 

And then there's my 3rd angel, Chrissy. I don't know how many times I have called you sobbing and left you just about speechless as to what to say and how to handle me when I'm like that. But as always, you listen patiently to what I have to say(in between tears), and then you never discredit what I feel. Instead, you let me know that you understand, and that it does hurt, but that things will get better. And when you say it, I truly believe it. I know it didn't sound so much like it when I was still on the phone with you, but when the tears had stopped and I just had to deal, I thought back on what you said and in fact, I'm motivated to work harder to prove everyone wrong. Even though we're in different facs and I hardly see you (compared to most people who have best friends), I will always always cherish your presence in my life. You are such a pillar of support that never makes me feel bad for relying on. Thank you so so much Chrissy, haha I'm sorry for giving you shocks when I call you in tears, but hearing your voice really does comfort me. Thank you for always being there <3 div="">