I have made this conscious choice and I will stand by it and defend it. Sure, I wish things turned out differently at times, but I will continue to choose in the rightness of my decisions and trust in them. The first Valentines' day that I feel at ease and contented with myself and not having a bouquet of flowers to hold. Because some day, I will hold a bouquet or wtv, and I will hold it close - not just to accept love but to be able to give as much as I can and as much another is content to accept.