Been a tough and tiring week with my 48h assignment and general studying also. Didn't help that friendships were tiring/problematic/non-existent lol and so kinda just retreated and did my own thing, which i was pretty content with actually. 

But yes its now a new week and last week's stresses are last week's and this week may bring on its own challenges, but at the moment i just need some time to slowly be ready to deal with them. So so happy i decided at the last minute, to get out of bed with my cramps yesterday and head to town to meet jess ama ven and ash. They always make me feel so at home. These are the girls who've known me for years, and being around them reminds me that there will always be a place where other considerations mellow down and its just you for you - a you for you thats loved. Ash is struggling to find internships in biz and Ama is trying to ace SIM and Jess doesn't quite know what she wants to do and Ven is doing gr8 in school.. it was really just what i needed. 

Carefree friendships are the best sometimes hahah although we all need more than that, but yeah. Its just like how hanging out with the guys for bin's birthday drinks last week was just plain fun hahaha. They're the best really ;'). 

And you - idk whats to happen to our friendship lol. But okay as Andrew says, this kinda thing will either work itself out or it won't. I don't know why i feel a little de-sensitized to the prospect of the latter happening lol.

Ok back to work and chasing that second upper!! (also v happy that I participate quite a bit in PIL hehe Anghie is such a nice facilitative prof, makes the all-night prep for it worth it though i am super tired now hahaha)

And also super grateful that Andrew's just the best lol. He always goes out of his way to make me happy and idk how to deal with it because no one has ever cared like this before. From staying up with me when i have assignments to do just to accompany me, to driving me around when I'm tired and choosing to surprise me by bringing me to food places i had mentioned wanting to try.... Thank you.